藤蘿的呢喃:生命記憶中的糾結與迷惘- 柯彩惠墨彩創作論述

Abstract

本論文研究是源於對日常生活所見的花木，隨著春夏秋冬四季不同變化及對其生生不息與自然凋落，有所感悟，而萌發創作之意念。花木中甚愛紫藤，愛其紫愛其白，更對其纏繞糾結的藤蔓感到特別的深刻。古代理學家有革竹子的心，而生活在現代的我卻想革藤蔓的心。這系列作品是透過藤蘿的呢喃，以隱喻的方式，經由記憶發酵來回憶生命成長中自我困頓、糾結、迷惘的生命過程。從自己根源出發，挖掘內在思想而產生藝術創作，並藉由藝術創作，達到舒壓與療癒的效果。本研究內容包括第一章緒論，以講述研究動機與目的、研究方法與範圍。第二章 探討創作思想、背景、歷程及理論基礎，而理論基礎以石濤「一畫」理論與老莊思想、混沌理論、符號學、榮格分析心理學說來論述。第三章「藤蘿的呢喃」系列之創作研究，分別以創作源起、創作內容、創作形式、創作技法與媒材與創作的關係來說明。第四章為「藤蘿的呢喃」代表作品分析，第五章為結論。 本論文研究亦藉由寫生觀察、回憶、創作的方式，以自我生命歷程中的體驗，在時空的更替中，由模糊的記憶中激發人文藝術特質，進行理論性、實作性的整合研究。企圖向觀者傳達最真實的情感，並對內在心靈的思維分析與極其複雜的情感層面，進行探索。並瞭解自己內心世界中情感的糾結，藉由藝術創作及其論述，而感悟人生命真正的意義與價值，而讓情感中的困頓、糾結、迷惘昇華為藝術創作的原動力。且將這段生命歷程的領悟做成記錄，也讓有類似經歷的觀者能自行佔據主角的位置，而產生藝術共鳴。In this study, the creation derives from the flowers seen on daily life change with four seasons, and the blossom and fading of flowers. The wisteria is my favorite flower, because of its color and tangled vines. In ancient times, neo-confucianists investigate the core of bamboo, while I want to investigate the core of wisteria nowadays. The series of the creation describe the whisper of wisteria by metaphor and recall exhausted, entangled, and confused memory of growing up in life. It is derived from me to discover inside thought and to paint the art creation. There is to achieve the effect of relief and refreshment by creating the art creation. This paper is divided into five chapters. Chapter 1 describes the motive, purpose, methodology and scope. Chapter 2 probes the thinking, background, and progress of the creation and theory foundation. The theory foundation introduces the Shi-Tao’s “A Painting Theory”, the Lao-Zhuang school of thought, the Chaos Theory, the Semiotics, and the Carl Gustav Jung’s Analytical Psychology Theory. Chapter 3 describes the creation of “the Whisper of Wisteria” and the origin, content, form, technique, and material of the creation. Chapter 4 is the analysis of the creation. Chapter 5 is the conclusion. This study also stimulates the humanities arts characteristic from the fuzzy memory by observation, recollection, and creation between the changes of time and space. It attempts to convey the most real emotion to viewer and explore the inside thinking with the extremely complex emotion level. I also try to figure out the entanglement inside my mind and to feel the truly meaning and value of life by art creation. Besides, I want to transform the winding and confusion of emotion into the motivity of art creation. I record the comprehension of this life progress, and I hope the viewer with the similar experience can understand the art resonance.