「微觀･穿透」的觀看—林惕若彩墨創作論述

Abstract

在日新月異的大時代裡，對豪情萬丈的社會新鮮人而言，團體的規範裝不下少不更事，人際的互動容不下狂直銳氣。為了使自己立於不敗之地，「改變」與「調整」是必須的，當生命著手改變，也愈清楚自己的價值與定位，終至滿足內在不同層次的需求，追求自我的存在價值感。 本創作論述：社會新鮮人，為了學會在壓力下自在，一次次的調整、改變自我，試圖追求歸屬感及成就感的過程，從茫然、焦慮、調適，而至接納自我、肯定自我。 筆者以內圓外方的構圖形式創作，將「根」擬人化，根的型態與畫面中的色彩代表意涵，象徵面對工作崗位的衝擊，超越多少回的糾結與無助，淬鍊多少次的堅韌與剛毅，才得以帶著內斂壯大的心靈，還給自己一片澄澈的天空。 本文將以精神分析心理學、心理學、社會心理學、社會學、存在主義的角度對創作進行論述。

In a great era of infinite evolvements, to freshmen of the society with ample of ambition, group guidelines seem to fall short of containing their inexperienced naivety, and their interpersonal interactions seem to leave little room for containing their straightforward sharp edges. To situate oneself in a winning position, “change” and “adjustment” emerge as a necessity, and it is only when one embarks on changes does an individual become aware of his/her own value and footing, which lead to satisfying one’s inner needs in varied perspectives, for the pursuit of a sense of self-existence.

The creation’s synopsis: freshmen of the society who undergo many adjustments to gain a sense of ease amid the pressure by altering themselves in a process for pursuing a sense of belonging and achievement, who endure fuzziness, anxiety, adjustment to eventually accept themselves, reaffirm their own self-perception.

The author attempts to create through a graphic concept form of an inner roundedness yet square all around by instilling a “root-based” personification, where the form of the roots are integrated into the image’s colors to project its underlying essence, which symbolizes the impact when faced with their work posts, in how they strive to surpass the many inner struggles and a sense of helplessness, but only learn to navigate through life with ample endurance and stern will to be able to regain a clear vision of their own with an inwardly soaring minds.

The article attempts to analyze the creation by broaching from the angles of psychoanalysis psychology, psychology, sociopsychology, sociology and existentialism.