陳玉慧旅遊、家族史與創傷書寫

Abstract

旅遊具有空間的移動性、異地性、跨時空等面向，旅遊書寫則呈現陳玉慧的生命經歷與自我觀看世界的方式。台灣人過去無法隨意出國，因戒嚴時期國家管制之原因，想出國僅有就學、探親、商務、外交、公務之人才有機會可做申請。而旅居海外的作家們所撰述的當地風情，以及跟時代並進之旅遊紀錄，較多都是在開放觀光後才開始呈現多元豐富的面貌。「旅行文學」則於90年代才逐漸在台灣嶄露頭角並掀起熱潮。本碩論結構為第一章緒論，內含研究動機及目的、相關研究成果與研究方法、研究素材及章節安排。第二章探討陳玉慧至各國的旅行記憶與移動路徑。第三章將書寫陳玉慧的記憶、回憶與紀載的「家」，可見父母家庭對她影響極為深刻。第四章從陳玉慧的身心靈狀況為出發點，論及她的自我與和解。冀望能從文本中分析出她書寫的「生命旅遊史」是如何豐富自我的心靈、人生。又論述陳玉慧對「家」的記憶，對她來說家是離散的，從成長過程、人生經歷談起，並提及再現對於父母、丈夫的書寫，以及個人的生命歷程中「家」代表的意義。再以陳玉慧的身心靈狀況為切入點，因她曾於書中多次提及身心靈的問題，將書寫她在生活、旅行中，背負著多少的創傷與苦痛。且與他人交流、討論中得到領悟，在與人談話及找尋自我的過程中調整自身的狀態，並與過去的自我和解，如何原諒他人，也放過自己。Tourism has the aspects of spatial mobility, different places, and crossing time and space. Travel writing presents Chen Yu-hui's life experience and the way she sees the world. In the past, Taiwanese could not go abroad at will. Due to the national control during the martial law period, only those who wanted to go abroad for study, family visit, business, diplomacy, and official duties had the opportunity to apply. The local customs written by writers living abroad, as well as travel records that keep pace with the times, mostly began to show a diverse and rich appearance after the opening of tourism. "Travel literature" only gradually emerged in Taiwan in the 1990s and set off a boom. The structure of this master's thesis is the introduction of the first chapter, which contains research motivation and purpose, relevant research results and research methods, research materials and chapter arrangement. The second chapter explores Chen Yu-hui's travel memories and moving paths to various countries. The third chapter will write about Chen Yu-hui's memories, reminiscences, and recorded "home", which shows that her parents and family have a profound influence on her. The fourth chapter discusses Chen Yu-hui's self and reconciliation starting from her physical and mental condition. I hope to analyze from the text how the "history of life tourism" written by her enriches my soul and life. It also discusses Chen Yu-hui's memory of "home". For her, home is discrete, starting from the growth process and life experience, and mentioning the reappearance of the writing about parents, husband, and personal life history represented by "home". significance. Taking Chen Yu-hui's physical and mental conditionas an entry point, because she has mentioned physical and spiritual problems many times in the book, it will describe how much trauma and pain she has suffered in life and travel. And gain insights from communicating and discussing with others, adjust your own state in the process of talking with others and finding yourself, and reconcile with your past self, how to forgive others and let yourself go.