同一的追尋—網球選手實踐經驗的發生現象學探討

Abstract

本研究以網球選手在賽場上面臨的處境為主題，主要以研究者在網球世界中的運動經驗，以及實地的觀察做為題材，並撰寫成文本。試圖揭露運動場域的真實樣態，並透過自我敘說和參與觀察的方法，將網球選手在賽場上所面臨的處境，層層釐清與分析，透過回憶過去國小、國中、高中曾身處的新北市網球隊一直到觀察現在的師大網球隊以及臺灣網球場域所發生的經驗作為主軸與研究範圍。同時，藉由德勒茲（Gilles Deleuze, 1925-1995）的一般性與差異性概念深入探究，對運動世界進行重新的揭示。研究結果發現，不論是選手或教練都認為運動世界擁有某一種秩序，明確且可控制，然而，再深入瞭解運動世界後，才驚覺無序、雜亂、斷裂才是其真正的運作模式。同一世界都只是一種想像與期待，差異才是運動場域最真實的樣貌。The thesis takes the situation that tennis players may face on the tennis court as the theme of the thesis, mainly examining the researcher’s sports experience situated in the tennis world, and the field observation used to be written as the text of the thesis. The thesis attempts to reveal the real state happening on the sports field, and through self-narration and observation, it clarifies and analyzes the situation that tennis players face on the court. The researcher’s memories were recalled to examine her experiences from the three periods of time as the main thread of the study: (1) New Taipei City tennis teams in elementary school, junior high school, and high school, (2) the tennis team at National Taiwan Normal University, and (3) tennis court in Taiwan. Meanwhile, through the concepts of Gilles Deleuze (1925-1995) such as generality and difference, the study attempts to renew and reveal the world of sports. The results show that there is a certain order, clarity, and control in the world of sport, as both players and coaches initially believed. However, as they delve deeper into the world of sports, they realize that the real mode of it is made of disorder, disorganization, and fragmentation. The world of identity is only a sort of imagination and expectation, while that of difference is the most real appearance of the tennis court.